This is Tuxie, my daughter. I love her so much.
She's been missing from the house since tuesday ( a day after I left for vacation)

Came home today...still in no sight.

This is really tearing me apart. I've had her for 7 years, now.
Please pray she's still alive...

Sarah

FOR SALE: HARRY POTTER 5 BOOK SET Hardback! On Ebay. (listing coming soon)

the FIRST American Edition of Harry Potter Book set.
This set includes the first, five years of Harry Potter at Hogwarts:

Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (American Publication), ISBN 0-590-35340-3
Harry Potter and the Chamer of Secrets, ISBN 0-439-06486-4
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, ISBN 0-439-13635-0
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, ISBN 0-439-13959-7
Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix, ISBN 0-439-35806-X

These books are in like new condition- I took very good care of them as I bought each one at their own price when they came out.
The book/dust sleeves are in great condition.

Most of these books (individually) vary in retails, up to a total of $90.00- $100.00 in the U.S.
Take advantage of this GREAT deal, for it won't last long!

 

Well, It's about time I had an update...on most things.

School:
IT"S OVER!!!!!!!!! YAYAYYYYYYY!
My core classes are done...now, in another couple years I may gain my degree in Massage Therpay. YAY *happies...oh so much*
I just need my lisence ....but that requires money- which I don't have at the moment.
IT IS BADLY NEEDED though. I'd like to get out of walmart and go on to a better job as a Massage Therapist. Perhaps (as an example ) in a Chiropractor's building, an airport, a spa and so on....
Just to get my name out.

Relationships- R.S.
R.S. and I have spent ONE YEAR as of May 10th. *Super happy*
It was a good day...we were able to sleep all day and snuggle..
then he took me all over town to our "special" spots we developed over time.
We reviewed those AWESOME memories.
it was romantic...to me.

My sister is FULLY PREGNANT...that's right..I OFFICIALLY claimed the title upon her crown..or rather just her. ^_^
She's fully blown in the tummy and the baby is HUGE. Soon, in two weeks I'll be able to see HOW big she really is>>> IN PERSON. *grins*
I can't wait to see her and my bro-in-law.

Work
I'm so tired of walmarts BULL SHIT. And store manager Laura isn't helping at all.
I was informed to take the purple yarn out of my hair the other day...
YARN!!!! That's really stupid...!!!

Tried to apply to Larson Chiropractic the otherday...to work as an assistant to the Chiropractor and do my massage stuff...Turns out the position was filled. *FUCK*
Maybe the golf glub needs a massage therapist.

ARg...I'm starting my hobbies. Particularly making hair falls...but it's expensive.
I know it's worth it in the end....
I do do custom but it all depends on how much materials cost..
SO.....if interested..msg me here or at my myspace:
www.myspace.com/AngelicVampyress

Now that I'm out of school...i might be able to have more time with making them and my bf!

L8r's!

AngelicVampyress

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Please, say a prayer for all the troops (air, sea, and land) for safety and God be with them every breath and step of the way.
Thanks!

Hello everyone or anyone who reads this.^_^

I need to ask of anyone who is willing to get one (1) hour massage from me.....THe catch? It's free....Seriously.
I'd like to keep the gift of massage, and in order to do so I need to keep up with it- this is where you may come in.
THe massage is free until I gain my liscence, which is in another 2 months.
SO, with anyone interested AT ALL (even just for the shoulders, arms, feet, etc) please contact me. I would really love the experience and I'm sure you'd greatly appreciate that one hour of relaxation away from life.
Remember, you can have 2 months (one massage a week if prefered) of a free massage each time.
This is a great opportunity for you to take time to spoil yourself without having to burn a hole in your pocket.
Msg me if interested in the slightest.

FYI:
I have a table, sheets, lotion and oil, music. If you have preferences (such as type of oil or location for massage), please let me know.
This is for therapeutic purposes, not sexual gratification.

p.s if you also have any questions, please don't hesitate to ask.^_^

P.S.S. This only applies to those on the mtn, unless you're willing to travel up here. Please remember that I'm still a full time student and worker- travel can't be an option until after May 13.The best time to schedule for me? plz ask. Thanx!

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My birthday is in 24 days....on March 16, for those who don't want to look it up on the Calender.
My physical age: 22....mentally: still 17.

From many requests from people, this is my list ick and choose what you'd like....I won't be upset if you got this rather than that. BUT TO BE BLUNT: I Don't Need a physicall gift. Too many birthdays (from my 16th birthday -yes, my "sweet 16"- to my 20 birthday) were forgotten and I was left with just another day's crap on my birthday. No pitty, please. It's life....and it happens.

All I really want....is to be known, not forgotten or ignored.
A simple Happy Birthday or card will make my year.
If there is a celebration for my bday....I wasn't informed of it. R.S. would be the one to speak to on that one; I think he's planning something...but he might be saying that to just tease me. (R.S. is my bf)

For those who actually want to give a physical gift...pick and choose:

Hair
~morbid looking hair accessories (just ask.... I'll tell you what i mean, or show you)
~Hair falls (if ordering a custom, ask my preferences)
~Head bands/ bandanas of all kinds (no bright colors, unless blue-green-purple-red)
~hair clips (all kinds...can't have enough of them)

Jewelry
~14g earings ( I have 6 total piercings....spikes- ok, but I love my cross earings. Can't help and show the world that I love carrying the cross), real silver, no plastic or fake....I'll have an allergic reaction.
~chokers (all kinds- pvc, lace, victorian style, spiked, leather...your choice, but can ask for my preferences)
~ rings are out of the list only because I wouldn't be able to wear them often- due to my profession as a Massage Therapist.

Skirts
all skirts that go down to my ankle are great. All styles are acceptable (as long as they're long skirts, and comfortable to work in and run in or just go out in and they can take the day's beating...then I'll love it.)

Pants
girl pants...ask for preferences
baggy pants....

*NOTE: if sizes are needed for gift, let me know and I'll send you all my sizes, so I can't guess what size you need for what.

Shoes
~ comfy work-like, run around, kick someone shoes. Size depends on shoe type; colors prefered:
black, red, white and variations of this (includes checkerboard and lace)

Character merchandise
any type of merchandise in these characters, I'll love you more than I do now.
~Foamy- any merchandise with any character, 'cept Mad Hatta.
~Invader Zim- any character, anything you see. I love Grr, but I like them all
~Nightmare Before Christmas- all and all things
~Corpse Bride- YES, anything here
~Emily the Strange- anything-clothing, bedding, car stuff, jewelry, you name it...
(I love black cats)

Makeup
~black- lipstick, eyeliners, lipliners, mascarra and eye shadow
~Bright eyeshadows- green, blue, orange, pink, yellow, red, etc.

Other
~ Arm warmers and gloves
Due to my low circulation, gloves and armwarmers are great for me...please? o_O

Ok, well, I cant thing of anything else...but any questions...don't hesistate to ask.

You know? I've been doin' a lot of thinking......
My sister is married and Pregnant! (which I'm so happy for her)
Stephanie is married and pregant!
Holly is engaged
Maryse is married and has a baby beautiful girl

Here i am ....still wondering of whether I'll be proposed to....
Well, this is how I'd like to be proposed to:

In the morning, I wake up to a red, silk ribbon tied either in plain sight or on finger. Attatched is a note, it reads one special moment.
Course', my love is at work (or "not home") and I don't see him in the house.
I get up to make breakfast or get ready, and I see another ribbon with a fond memory between me  and my honey. ok, at this point, I'm mushy because all these memories are coming back.
Once I'm ready for the day, I hop in my truck for an errand,...and yet, another ribbon.
Now, I feel spoiled.
Through out the day, no matter where I'm at, I see a red ribbon with a love memory of me and my love.
by the end of the day, 10 of the best memories are on those ribbons I found.
I come into the door of my house, and see candles everywhere, no electricity is being used.
Candles are the only light eluminating the house.
The kitchen table is set with dinner light candles (2) and a white rose in the middle, dinner plates ready. Ok, my love has to be home to go out of the way to do this.
I look down and see a trail of candles along the hall as I travel down the hallway.
It leads to my room, and there I see more candles everywhere along my walls, and tables.
THere, on my bed, is my love sitting there with a  on his face.
'Course, I'm curious why he set the table the way he did, and he asks me to sit down
So, I do and he asks me if I know how much he loves me (which btw, R.S. does this all the time)
... The response is usually a "this---------much" response, for either party.
He said, yes and No.
I would say,  "No? what you mean by that..."
He pulls out the ring..and says, "No, this (shows ring) much."
There is a black rose in his hand, tyed with the same red ribbon I've seen all day, and the ring is tied in the middle of it all. I'll let your mind go wild on how the rest of tte ngiht went

and that's how I want to see it...
but....for those who didn't want to read the longer version above, here's the shorter:
Red ribbon romatic moments with them-10 total...seen everywhere I go.
Come home from wherever, see candles everywhere and find a trail to my room
Find my love on my bed, holding a black rose tied with the same ribbon with the ring tied in the middle of it.
This sounds SOOOOOO romantic to me....
anywho,
that's my thoughts on that...
I know...it's very random. but I'm a hopeless romantic....this is me expressing that part. ^_^

A while back, a person by the name of Alex asked me many questions upon my belief.
This has been long overdue, occording to me, but because of God's timing...I waited for Him to help me.
Also some recent viewers of my journal ask of my belief too.
Here is my answer (to the recent visitors) and to alex (in a shorter version...will continue fully with your questions by email).

God asks us to love one another and accept each other in the differences- not to find out WHY people are who they are. To be honest, I may not know you, but I'm happy you're a sister/brother in Christ. If you do not believe in Christ, I pray that He will continue to bless you. After all, you may not believe in Him, but he sure believes in you. What I am and do in my walk is part of GOd's plan, and it's not always up to me to explain everything. In my case, for being myself, whether it just being a Chrisitan or Gothic, I have the chance to do God's plan for me- speaking the truth to those who might not know it. Your walk is differnt too. Just because I have a different lifestyle doens't mean GOd is going to shun me away. AngelicVampyress is a name I created...just a name. Gothic is a lifestyle of it's own, not really holding you from any belief you may have; NOR is any other label that may be set. (BTW Labels are everywhere- boy/girl, punk/goth, etc.   Stereotyping that gothic is part of a "non godly" group is another type of judgement.  I do not feel it is in any right for anyone to assume anything of anyone- it's a type of judgement.As I once learned, assuming only gets you in trouble. The acronim for assume is spelled out (pardon my language) ASS [of] U [&] ME- ASSUME
God will answer any of the questions you may have...the key to getting the answers is patience with God's timing-faith is when you have that patience.
I do not like religion, for it is bound by "rules", Christ didn't come to set rules, but rather give us a choice of life and death. So, spiritual is the word I'd rather use because I am connected to the Trinity's Spirit (God/Christ/Holy Spirit).
I've already accepted you for you, even if I never met you....but unfortunately, it seems (correct me if I'm wrong) that you'd rather know why I am, instead of accepting who I am.
Through the experiences God has blessed me with in learning and loving,
21 years may not seem like much, but God is full of wonderful surprizes, and trials. The thing to look for is the door of opportunity to either stand for your faith or take it out in a positive-learning outlook.
You chose your path, as I have.
It's great that you chose God and you're serious about it. (for those who are)
My aunt once told me in times of trial " Learn to accept, rather than expect, and You'll have fewer disappointment."....and boy was she right.
But must ask you to look to the Serenity Prayer in this time of confusion
It does, after all, state what I am asking...

The Serenity Prayer
	God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time; Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it; Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will; That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him Forever in the next. Amen. --Reinhold Niebuhr In loving memory of Fr Bertram Griffin -- 1932-2000 Requiescat in Pace
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths. Proverbs 3, 5-6

P.S. If this was taken in offense when reading it, I will pray that God will help you step asside your own understanding and that you will come to learn a more understanding that everyone is different in their beliefs. Not a "mixed" belief, but the belief that is locked away in their subconscious.